|Blame the crisis on poor planning..........................................................
||[Feb. 1st, 2005|11:49 pm]
|||||something on Kristi's mix cd||]|
hmm don't know what to type yet, but I always seem to synthesize something..
had Spanish 1st period like always, it was FLIPPIN COLD! lateeda..talked about philosophy and went over some quotes..he likes to do that,"gets yo brain juices flowing"
met up with Tiff once tutorial hit.I can't believe how much time we've wasted ::kicks self:: it's been what..like 4 months that I've gone without sharing every single thing with her, feels like I just got back from a long boring vacation, and I'm so happy to see my missed ones heh..ended up in the batcave, which was awkward considering I know how Monica and Danika feel aboot me..sometimes people just say things others want to hear, (them to Tiff)..which results in great confusion when the person they talked about hears what was inadvertently two-faced..::shrug:: they seem to fancy me fine.
yeah so school's boring..after I asked my mom if she got my birth certificate so I could go take my permit test "honey, I was busy today" ahh!! I CAN'T STAND PROCRASINATORS!!!Kassie calls, I meet her in front of the red roof entrance, the midpoint btwn our two houses..we decide to frolic back to mi casa..did the usual, taboo..Roshawnk playage, attempted to make a halter top, and sew my pants back right..I found my camera that I've been meaning to get developed, but I had like 13 pix that were still blank so we decided to walk to Long's and click photos into existance throughout the walk there...that got old once we got to about Laura's house, so I called Brien (studmuffin sandwhiched between my home and the destination)to see if he'd be up for a photoshoot hahah! He's so pretty :P
-Long's, film drop offage
-Quizzno's for dinner. We saw Durr (works there) and he charged me extra for the cheese on a "ham and swiss sandwhich"!! claiming they changed the menu, I think they did, but I can't read the board thinger without ma glasses :/ he's a sweetie though, gave me tons of free lemonade!!which oddly enough, makes me more thirsty..anyone else experience this spectacular phenomenon?? and he told me some things that made me saddish, but Im just going to go with "miscommunication" until I get the facts..
I got an application for Deaf Dog, I need a job, need. We ran into Maddie's life in safeway..which was soooooooooooooooooooooo PHOTAZTICALLY FABILISH because my knee was hurtin and I didn't wanna walk home..three times now that she has changed my life forever..no one will ever know what would have happened to me if I hadn't found my camera, gone to Brien's, hurt my knee, sat outside safeway on the bench dreading the long walk home, stayed there long enoguh to see Maddie, gotten a ride home with her instead of getting kidknapped..not being able to run away..and never seeing any of YOU ever, forever..imagine all the things me finding my camera today have affected in your life buahahha, because I assure you I was going to get job applications today so the journey was planned..? just not consciously. yes......::nods:: the subconscious really has 90% control over ever decision made because it gets to it first..ahem now I'm just rambling, good night. Something's taking good care of me, does that exclude my own mind??? Ofcourse I'm not talking about.."Should I brush my teeth?"